Apple Cider Vineger Saves The Day

i have tons of stuff to do now but i have to take a break to blog about this because im so fascinated and utterly delighted with my new discovery !

ive heard alot of remedies to maintain you vocal chords and instantly warm up your vocal chords but this remedy is by far the most healthy,affordable and effective !

i swear by the coke+salt that it instantly warm up your vocal chords and clears phlegm effectively.if you dont believe me,try 1 cup of regular mcdonald coke and 2 packets of mcdonald salt.confirm you sing after a bird after you gulped down that drink

once i just recovered from my cough and was having some serious phlegm problem i cant even sing any song properly to save my own life.but thanks to the coke+salt my world is bright again wtfries

but i reckon this is not the best remedy ever because it's somewhat unhealthy to consume coke too much.im having some mild phlegm problems again and i tried drinking honey+apple cider vinegar+salt

it works just as well ! and it's wayyyy healthier :D

my mug is ridiculously big so i put 1 table spoon of honey,1 teaspoon of apple cider vinegar and a small pinch of salt.haiya i dont know how to estimate lah.it's the similar amount of 2 packets of mcdonalds salt lah.better still you can go steal like 12 dozens of mcdonald's salt instead of estimating !

apple cider vinegar smells funny it smells like 'tit ta jau'.but the drink it's ok.taste abit like sour plum tea.so yay !

woo hoo im gonna sing my heart later :D

Kill Me Already

Toby !

*looks at chatbox*

*mentally wtfries-ed for 10 seconds*

*hits head against imaginary wall*

*stare at chatbox again and sulks*

ok now im ready to blog wtf

Tosca and my pink box <3

nothing much to talk about.cant wait for SPM to be over ! two more subjects ! cant wait for prom.cant wait for 2010 wtfries.and christmas !!!!!

after SPM im wana waste my life baking,singing,play guitar and writing songs till i get into college wtfries.my dad is pestering me to get a part time job but i couldnt be bothered much.yes im that freaking fat and lazy i want that 5 months break wtf

purple cap and fuchsia guitar cables

but then i would be terribly broke so i reckon i have to get a part time job some how.but i have no much specialty :( yes i am aware that i could get a job that has to do with music but i got condemn by my dad 9 9 when i try to talk to him about it.

you know if i failed to be a musician,i would study 9 9 and be a scientist and invent 2 of world's greatest invention-butterfly repellent and a people-who-thinks-that-there's-no-life-and-future-in-the-music-industry exterminator.confirm got world peace if these 2 inventions exist wtfries

gotta go google for physic tips because im on th the edge of failing physic wtfries.shall blog after chemistry paper ! WOO HOO !

If only chemistry works like this...

I STILL DONT CARE OMGWTFBBQ CAN YOU PEOPLE PLEASE SHADDAP AND STOP CONVINCING ME

dont ask me what does that OMGWTFBBQ means lah i see people write i write lah.monkey see monkey do !

Restless

fuck physic.screw physic i just wana pass this bloody subject thats all.

argh !

been bloggin alot lately.procrastinating to study and very tempted to just lie in my room and write songs but kinda low on inspiration.freaking weather is so hot i cant think right cant sit still for 1 hour to study properly.always so distracted and preoccupied.SPM is not over yet but im already feeling the holidays and freedom.

been thinkin so much sometimes my brain just dont function right.Oh God how i wish time would flick by in a second because i cant bloody wait for this thing to be over.cant wait for SPM to be over,cant wait for that to end.this anticipation is literally squeezing the life out of my.so melodramatic wtfries.haiya i just need to rant in my blog to kill time.just cant seem to focus with the freakin hot weather and this great deal of anticipation that lingers in my head like a ghost.

been listening to Linkin Park,Orianthi and Onmyouza alot lately.[im so depressed because i cannot sing Hyousube wtfries *sulks*]still focusing on vocals.it's hard to break away from this because singing is my first love and nothing will ever change that.again to hell with all the people who say i cant sing.screw you and have a crappy day.as long as im still living i will, in my might try to prove you wrong.

i want to fast forward time ! fast forward to the days when i break free from this translucent strings on my every limb,to the days things finally turns out right.

Onmyouza is love.Diving Judy is Love <3

no THAT is not love anymore

Dont Stay

i was doing some housework and listening to Linkin Park's old album [i reckon i shall be the coolest housewife ever wtfries.instead of singing oldies and holding the mop like a mic and i headbang while moping wtfries]okok back to listening to Linkin Park thingie

i was unsure about making a decision [which i shall blog about someday.because i know you people will pester me too.but for now you just anticipate in vain wtfries]and i prayed to God and said 'Lord guide me to correct path because i dont know where to go.Dont know what to do anymore'

and the minute i sit in my room chilling for a moment after finishing my housework,the song 'Dont Stay' started playing.that song's lyrics potraits everything im feel and i everything i needed to hear.i kept listening to the cd for another 15 mins and every song's lyrics had a great impact on me.every word reminded me how mentally tormented i am with this and how i need to get rid of it and start fresh.and start fresh it shall be !

i guess the big guy up there has made it clear.Dont stay.

Sometimes I
need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I
need you to STAY AWAY FROM ME
Sometimes I'm
in disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
need you to go

Don't Stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't Stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't Stay

Sometimes I
feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I
just feel like SCREAMING AT MYSELF
Sometimes I'm
in disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
need to be alone

I don't need you
anymore
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one
more day
If you're wasting me away
I don't need you
anymore
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one
more day
If your wasting me away...
with no apologies

-Dont Stay

'Cause I swear for the  last time I won't trust myself with you    -From The Inside

Forfeit the game, before somebody takes you out of the frame  Put your name to shame, cover up your face  You can't run the race, the pace is too fast, you just won't last  -Points of Authority

When I pretend everything is what I want it to be  I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see  When I pretend I can forget about the criminal I am  Stealing second after second just 'cause I know I can  But I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay  I'm just trying to bend the truth  I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be  So I'm lying my way from you  -Lying From You

One thing, I don’t know why  Doesn’t even matter how hard you try  Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme  To remind myself how I tried so hard  Despite of the way you were mocking me  Acting like I was part of your property  Remembering all the times you fought with me  I’m surprised it got so far  Things aren’t the way they were before  You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore  Not that you knew me back then 
-In The End

The End

I think this is coming to an end.once and for real

hang on tight because this is gonna be one hell of a roller coaster ride

P.S - can somebody PLEASE tutor me physic after the biology extra class on Saturday ?! *cries* I need to pass all my 10 subjects ok *cries louder*

It's Literally Suffocating Me

sometimes i just want things to go back to the way it used to be.just like the way i like it.so tired of paying this price and im not sure if i want to do this anymore :(

it's mentally suffocating me and i cant breathe [literally sometimes i really cant breathe going through this wtfries]i hate to break and bend so many rules just to breathe again,just to be normal again.

i misses my godin bery much :( *teary eye*

I Can Photoshop Too

Many of you might know that i know how to abuse and use the power of photoshop but i hardly show evidence to support my statement.

photoshop is becoming very popular among bloggers nowadays,creating all sort of funny pictures to blog about.but most of them only know how to crop,paste images,edit lighting and contrast,draw cute emoticons and other simple photo editing.

but Amy knows more than pasting pictures and drawing emoticon.she can apply make up using photoshop and even morph your face into another look with photoshop.once i kick start this hype in 5 Joy where we all take random pictures and photoshop.and i remember Jun Hao pasting Mr Ramesh's head on ALL the people's body in a class photo.ahh good times.

and these are my master pieces ! BEHOLD !

me totally unphotoshoped

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- lighting and contrast

-fairer and less yellow skin

-brown eyes

-bigger eyes

-pouty lips.but i think it's kind of cacated

-pinker lips

-smaller eyebags

-brighten dark circles

-added blusher

-ridiculously small nose

-contour face shape.the right side cacated but kinda lazy to redo lols

-fake eyelashes !

this shows that you can never trust pictures of pretty girls in facebook or friendster.i got bored and i found this dude frm some gay boyband [fans dont be offended ok have some sense of humor can?] and tried to turn him into a girl.i photoshoped this picture some time ago i reckon my skills werent that good back then lols

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-hair colour

-pouty lips

-smaller face

-bigger eyes

-smaller nose

-fairer skin.but i forget about the neck so you can obviously see the difference lols

-brown and thiner eyebrows

-nicer smile

-added blusher

-added eyeliner

so ladies and gentleman dont trust any pretty pictures you see online.with photoshop nobody needs to be cyberly ugly anymore wtf.but if you dont know how to photoshop,here's a simpler solution to your dilemma

Simply Pathetic Machine

there is no joke or whatsoever story behind my title.just made it up.SPM get it ?

finish 3 subjects already and i hope i wont get any D in SPM lols.BM 2 was pretty tough.English is like peas as usual [have this sudden urge to use pea as a metaphor of simplicity 0.o]Sejarah was a tad easier than i though it would be.manage to score better good for Sejarah Paper 1.hope i did well on Paper 2 :D

i still have time to blog because tomorrow is EST.so i can chill today.woke up 4.30am this morning to study sejarah.wtfries i kept telling people about this because im so proud of myself.because i never ever in my 17 years spend on earth [few more months and im 18 woo hoo !] i sleep early and wake up in the morning before the sun's up to study.but my flu was so bad i had to hit the sack early.so i study in the morning instead.i reckon it is a good idea because it's so calming and quiet in the morning and our cerebrum can absorb information better aftr some slumber.wtfries i sound nerdy !

i reckon i wrote the most absurd english composition ever in my English Paper 1.i picked the 3rd question - My favourite day of the week because i have so much to talk about.but towards the end of the composition i realize that i dont have that much of stuff to talk about i had to make up and cramp some last minute details.about my absurd composition i made some really nonsensical metaphor that makes no sense at all

'and that's the best thing life can offer,other than fries and ketchup'

HAHAHAHAHAHA wtfries

if i do score an A for my english and you ask me what's my secret,i'd say

talk about fries :D

If Only

If only everyone would ask,require,demand,insist,control less

and listen more often

things wouldnt have to be this way.

That's why God gives us a pair of ears and one mouth.we should learn how to listen than to speak more often.

when people dont answer your questions,it doesnt mean they're not listening.they just run out of things to say.

when people dont obey your order,it doesnt mean that they're being disrespectful.they cant listen and obey everyone's order all at once

when people dont express their misery,it doesnt mean they're ok.they're just trying to suck it in and pretend it's ok

when people pretend that everything's ok,it doesnt mean that they're ignorant.they just want to believe everything will be ok some how,some day

when people cry,it doesnt mean they're weak.they just mentally tired and worn out.

when people confine to you,it doesnt mean that they're needy.they just want to be heard.

when people dont tell you things,it doesnt mean that they dont trust you.they just dont know how to express themselves.

when people smile all the time,it doesnt mean that they're genuinely happy.they just try to be happy.

if people really try to listen to what other people are saying,they dont have to know how you're feeling by interpreting your words.when you listen attentively enough,the tone of the voice always betrays the words.because people can twist and change their words but they cannot twist and change their feelings.at least not all the time.

Artiste VS Musician

this is gonna be a super long post.go prepare milo or get some chips first before you proceed to submerge yourself in my philosophy wtfries

i'll blog about graduation day later lah.wana talk about something that beens turning my world upside down for the past year.

to be honest,i dont fancy being an artiste.i never really understood how this artiste thingie really works.lets just say my brain is not programmed to function like that.all this glamorous stuff may be fun but i dont yearn for it.

i'd be lying if i tell you i never daydream about being a rockstar.i often wish that i would have this chance to stand tall on a big ass stage and trillions of screaming people under my feet as i do what i do best,make music and perform.i dont care if that's not my own concert or im just a plain sessionist,i dont even care if nobody knows me ! i just wanna go out there on that stage and do what i do best.

hahaha maybe this is the reason why among all my band members,im have a tad more showman ship than them.but i really dont fancy the idea of being world wide famous.WHATEVER FOR ?!

yeah i have to admit it is kinda cool being an artiste.we get free stuff,sponsorships,endorsement deals.Being in PinkNoise has upgraded me from lousy guitarist to endorsee of AXL Guitars in Malaysia [now you can stop wondering why i start using AXL so often wtfries]

But in the end of the day,the thing about PinkNoise that really makes me so happy is not being a artiste and get pampered and treated like a VIP.it's the fact that i get to what i do i love,make music,perform and share my music and thoughts with others.

i dont wake up in the morning wondering how famous i will be in 5 years time.or how many fancy awards i could win.or how many endorsement deal i can make.or how world wide famous i am.because fame is for the materialistic people and materialistic is the last word to describe me.

the most meaningful gift you can give me is not buying the awesomest guitar or a whole set of BOSS stomp boxes or the biggest diamond in the world that you can possibly wear.to me the most meaningful gift,is the gift of words.tell me if my music inspires you.tell me if you could relate to my song.it means a world to me.

i still remember that first time PinkNoise performed in Leisure Mall.i performed so badly,i started crying backstage because i was so disappointed with myself.but when Shaun told me that watching us performed really inspired his gang to go perform again,it really made my day.and thats all i need to hear to climb back up again.

im passionate about making music,not about being the the most famous Malaysian artiste that makes music.seriously i dont give damn if i dont get to be famous.as long as i still get a chance to make music,im fine.when i say make music i meant writing songs about my thoughts and feelings and try to touch people with my words.not randomly grab a guitar,strum a few chords throw in a lousy melody and call it a song.

the thing that really matters to me in PinkNoise is being a musician.not being an artiste.i dont really try to be an artiste.most of the time i just go with the flow.doesnt bother me when Jason say im not much of an artiste.i just find it ironic.last time i checked,i was a musician,is a musician and will be a musician :D

and i know all my band mate read my blog so chew on this and really think about what i said to you girls

it is fairly important to act like an artiste but never forget [and if you do forget then it is save to say that i will forget you too,just like you forget this fact]you all get to be an artiste in the first place is you started off as musician.we're fortunate enough to get a recording label to sign us and give us a chance to do what we're doing now.and if you only focus on being an artiste,being famous and living the life in the fast lane this is not gonna get you anywhere.

but if you work hard as a musician,you'll succeed.because this is our root.do you think we would be any use if we only know how to pose,look good,talk appropriately and day dream about being famous? NO !

dont waste your money on buying clothes and shoes all the time.spend it on some music instruments or equipment [we seriously need a good tuner !]spend less time worrying about your make up and clothes on each performance.spend more time on working on your showmanship and skills.dont keep taking the blame on RAM about if things doesnt work out.sometimes it's not their fault it's ours.

but if anyone of you forget your roots and purpose in PinkNoise as a musician,not only will i be disappointed but i would most probably disown you as a band mate.i may not the awesomest band leader to exist,i may not do my job efficiently,but i definitely did not,do not and will not teach and guide you all to think that way.

right now it's important to be professional or atleast try to be mature and professional in doing things.dont act like a spoil brat and wants the world to revolve around you and serve you.be humble and diligent.

dont just read what i just wrote ! go back and really think about it.remember what Andy say,YOUR FREAKIN MINDSET [ok he did not say freaking lah] will make a difference.and it's making a difference

change,before it's too late.

Miao

Dont ask me why i call him miao lah.there's like a 3 pages long story about it.by the time i finish blogging about it you also die already wtfries.

no lah actually it's just a very simple story i dont tell you only wtfries

Him : Why your blog post so many miao one ?

Me : I wrote that post few days ago lah

Him : Later people thought you're talking to a cat

Me : haha imaginary cat

Him : Leng cai one *perasans*

Me : HAHAHAHAHAHAH *falls off chair*

Can i blog about this?

leng cai miao :P

Tag Myself

copied this tag from Rachel's blog because im so darn bored.lazy mah so anyhow blog something then call it a day wtfries

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. amy
2. amelia
3. ah mi
4. momoko =.=

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. 19/2/92 woo hoo !
2. 23/9/2006
3. 28/8/09
4. and all my besties bday :D

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. watched Royal Pains
2. talked to miao wtfries
3. had dinner
4. scolded toby

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. chipster !
2. head banging
3. guitar and sing till i go nuts
4. watch The Simpsons marathon :D

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. kiet eie
2. donut
3. vera
4. coffee

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. anything edible !
2. anything purple !
3. guitar picks
4. somemore edible stuff...hehe

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
1. guitar
2. sing like Kuroneko wtfries
3. TV !
4. nap...

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. Taiwan !
2. Aussie
3. somewhere with a beach.i forgot how a freakin beach looks like
4. south africa wtfries

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. H20 !
2. honey + milk
3. milkshake
4. hot chocolate with marshmallow

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG
1. lip balm
2. sanitizer
3. guitar picks
4. house keys

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. purple
2. pink
3. black
4. white

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
1.my room

2.ram studio !

3.the guitar store
4.er school ?LOL sounds so nerdy

TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
1. myself :)
2. PinkNoise
3. family
4. miao :D

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. my godin guitar
2. tgs jamming studio
3. my ibanez guitar
4. eye cream wtfries

TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. human
2. homosapien
3. person
4. people

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. im bored
2. wasting time because i dont want to revise bio
3. sien
4. fill up my blog wtfries

Tonight I'll Write

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

- Tonight [FM Static]

Shi Ee sent me this song like gazillion years ago but i totally forgot about it.yesterday i was listening to some tunes with my phone and suddenly this song came out.so touching the lyrics T.T *runs off to write corny love song*

speaking of corny love song,i seldom write corny love songs because i reckon the world have enough of those already.specially chinese song.dammit there's more to life than break ups and girlfriends and boyfriends ok people ?! dont know how you people survive listening to sappy love songs your whole life.

most of the time i write about things that bothers me or really touches my heart.i cannot say all of my songs are relevant to me because the song Reminiscence is TOTALLY NOT RELEVANT TO ME AT ALL [haiya you all pray for me lah.pray that i get to keep that song in PinkNoise's upcoming album.if it comes true i treat you fries wtfries.pun not intended]

reminiscence is about losing someone important in your live and as usual you took it for granted and it's too late to say anything now because that person is gone.you can look at it as a love song lah but actually im writing about someone i love dying.but the thing is,so far i have not experienced such a thing LOL

i dont know why on earth im telling you all this.so irrelevant =.=

and btw if you're wondering who am i talking to in my song 'You're Not Alone' i bet you'll never figure it out :P

the person im referring to is MYSELF wtfries.see lah so miserable write a song to myself zzz.

and and never upset songwriters ! why ?!

because if you do there's a good chance you'll end up in a song and the whole world can know about what a moron you are.like the Drew dude from Taylor's Swift from Teardrops On My Guitar.

wahahaha dai sei Drew whoever you are !hence dont upset me wtfries.later PinkNoise's new single has your name in it wtfries HAHAHAHAHA that would be so fun.

this post is so nonsensical =.=

My Home : The Guitar Store

My Saturdays are pretty much the same ever since i got married to my band wtfries.sort of married lah.then cheating on them with Diving Judy wtfries.i have a long theory about this whole married to my band thingie one.

ok that is totally irrelated about what im about to say

every Saturday for 2 years now i would have jamming session with my band.Saturday is always the best day of the week because not only i get to see all these awesome bandmates and have blast jamming with them,Saturdays has always been my dating day wtfries.and i dont know why on earth im telling you people that

alot of things change,new band members,new jamming places and God forbid new boyfriends wtfries but one thing never change.every Saturday i would always go to TGS :)

if TGS Cheras ever move to somewhere else i swear i will cry my butt off loh.this place is so full of memories for me.the jamming room in the Sales Department hold so much memories everytime i look at it i can literally see 2 years of my life flashing on the clear window on the side of the room

the old TGS school department.dont ask why we pose like we're taking a family portrait like that lah

i remember the first time i meet Chermaine and Yoon Yi in the jamming room.jammed My Happy Ending for like half a day.then the next day we went to the audition in the same room which also turns out to be Rachel's 13th birthday.

i remember Yik Wai would tag along to our jamming sessions because we're pretty close back then to a point half of the people in TGS thought we're brother and sister.HECK WE DONT LOOK A TAD ALIKE ! and sometimes he would help us record some videos of us jamming.i even kept one of the video.

i remember eating Mcdonalds on the bench outside with my bandmates.Yoon Yi said she was on diet and refused to eat.but she asked me buy her Mcfluffy =.=

i remember jamming with Shinn,Shiyon and Rosefallen and doing all kinds of crazy stuff in the jamming room.switching all our instruments and anyhow play Girlfriend.made Shinn sang hey hey you you wtfries HAHAHAHAHA *rolls on floor* and Chermaine on the drums with her pink shorts

i remember meeting Shi Ee for the first time and jammed with her.she was a quick learner and pick up quickly.i remember dragging her to Gamebox once and played Dota while she did her homework.

Speaking of gamebox i had alot of good memories in that place too.i remember Henry teaching me how to Dota for the first time.I remember Yik Wai pwning the crap out of me i got so utterly pissed at him.I remember playing Dota with ALL of my band members.yes back then Rosefallen can Dota.dont play play !

attempt to take a nice picture of Rosefallen.kinda failed.but we can Dota wtfries.lols that poster behind Rachel is still in the jamming room.2 years already

but bloody hell now gamebox turn into another cyber cafe already.never step a foot into that place since i quit Dota.

i gave my guitar teacher Fook Leong a copy of signed PinkNoise's EP.he was kind of excited receiving it.but Kwong Foo was kinda bumped out because the cd was not for him hahaha.but being the awesome and kind person Fook Leong is,he said that the cd is for all of us and he can listen to it together with him.

although my guitar skill is still oh-so-horrible-any-guitarist-would-wana-kill-me-and-rob-my-Godin-and-ME50 i hope i made Fook Leong a tad proud that ive made it this far :) you're always my sifu !

ahh TGS.there's no place like home and TGS is the bestest home ever.

screen shot taken from one of the many insane videos we recorded in that jamming room.

and there's you in most of the pictures in this post because the only pictures i have taken in TGS always have you in it one =/

Conversations

Me : you know something like a momentum.wait i dont think it's call momentum.whats that other word thats start with an M that you call a souveneir

Him : memorandum ?

Me : No lah that's like an announcement !

Him : =.=

Me : omg have you watch Happy 3 Friends before?

Him : What's that ?

Me : YOU DONT KNOW WHATS HAPPY 3 FRIENDS ?!

Him : No idea....

Me : You know that cute violent cartoon

Him : har it's a cartoon ah ?!

Me : =.=

nah this is Happy 3 Friends !

Him : Why did that MCD guy gave you the change when im the one who pay ?

Me : because im very pretty :)

Him : =.="

Me : T.T im literally feeding all the mosquitoes in the park.look at all the mozzie bite marks on my leg ! How come mozzie dont feed on your leg one ?!

Him : my leg hairy mah.the mozzie cannot land on my leg later they sesat

Me : =.="

Him : Eh i tell you secret about me

Me : what is it ? *listen attentively*

Him : I....

Me : ????!!!!

Him : Never apply make up before

Me : =.=" im gonna knock you in the head the next time i see you

A day after i posted this entry...

Him : Eh i just read your blog.Wah you can remember so many of our conversations

Me : Ofcourse hehe

Him : But i didnt realize you were talking about me.I had to read till the conversation about the MCD guy only then i realize you're talking about me

Me : =.=

how can you not love this guy you tell me :P

Random Things

Domokun on AXL Guitar

Toby and flowers which he loves oh so dearly

Tosca on the slide looking pretty in ribbons

angry kitty staring at us when i bought Toby to the park

good old days :)

We Are Family

PinkNoise is one big family with dozens of fathers and mothers and 3 awesome sisters.we do everything together

we camwhore together

we make friends with pony together

we brush teeth together

we act cute together

and we stand in the street with lanterns together

Hormones Imbalance

haiya i dont know what's wrong with me nowadays.im mentally PMS-ing like nobody's business.mentally because biologically ive pmsed already but im pretty moody all the time and i seriously dont know why.

Toby's been really naughty lately and im getting all the scolding.kanasai he's a bloody dog lah ! dont expect him to act like a grown up ok ?!HE'S A BLOODY FOUR LEGGED DOG !and Toby smells bad but im too darn lazy to shower my own dog *sigh*

and for the first time in 1 year,im having guitar classes again with Fook Leong in TGS.haiz so mentally tormenting i wanted to stab myself with the guitar and just die in tgs.bloody hell i cant play triplets on 190 tempo.i shall never ever tell people ive been playing guitar for 5 years.must say that im been playing guitar for 1 year only.then i would look pro wtf.

go ahead and laugh all you want.preferably please leave ugly comments about my incredibly lousy guitar skills on my blog.i need some criticism and sarcasm to motivate me wtf.go ahead tell me all the things i dont wana hear about me being a musician.no dont tell me im short that doesnt motivate me to do anything anymore =.=

i already give up the fact that i will grow taller.bye bye 170 cm :( now im forever stuck at 165.5cm.see la that miserable 0.5cm i also have to state so that i sound taller wtfries.

and kanasai i swearing like nobody's business.been swearing so much lately i reckon if some one charges every swear word i said, i would have been in serious debt already.wtf

and im gettting really paranoid and falling back into my old habits of being solitary.shut up dont talk to me i dont want to listen wtf.dont tell me what i should do and shouldnt do.i have 54198469871987136873651467 people in my life that does that 24/7

amy do this ! amy do that ! amy cant do this ! amy cant do that ! amy is losing her mind and fuck my life

see lah im swearing so much.and kanasai dont say anythig about SPM i swear i will rip your face apart.

it's so easy to screw up my life because all i ever have to do is make 1 tiny mistake and the whole world would be after me.never mind one other people and wreck the world apart and still get away with it.but amy cannot get away with anything.amy always have to be oh so perfect.

haiya fuck my life lah fuck my life lah.

and im loosing my hair like a cancer patient going through chemo.

Im Not Everyone's Best Friend

i should be doing my chemistry and biology homework right now but heck i need to rant about this before i go crazy !

BLOODY HELL YOU PEOPLE HAVE TO STOP STALKING MY FACEBOOK/MSN/PHONE/BLOG AS IF YOU'RE MY FULL TIME PAID STALKER !

seriously !

im have a pretty tight schedule that involves alot of important things [like plucking my eyebrows and band practice.you know the drill]

so dont whine like a bitch if i dont reply your phone calls/SMS/msn messages

Sometimes im not in a suitable circumstance to answer a phone call so dont keep calling as if you've know me for gazillion years and get all mad when i dont answer your calls.

Same goes to text messages ! Sometimes im busy going out and about and i dont reply my text messages unless they're important.do not question what is that i do that is so important because heck I HAVE MY OWN LIFE i dont sit by my phone 24/7 replying my 'friends'.

im always away even though my msn is on.I only keep it on to talk to certain people when i need to like my band members and class mate.Most of the time im away and doing something else.SO DONT MSN ME LIKE 187236189238767 times a day as if you have nothing better to do

yes im a facebook addict but seriously STOP STALKING MY FACEBOOK LIKE A VULTURE STALKING A DEAD CARCASS [preferably the carcass of the morons who stalks my facebook]

seriously do you have to comment on every single thing i do in facebook ?! DO YOU HAVE TO POST A FREAKING COMMENT ON MY PICTURE 20 SECONDS AFTER IVE UPLOADED IT?!

it gives me an impression that some serious facebook addicts just sits infront of their computer and refresh all of their friends's pages and comment on their updates ASAP.seriously get off facebook and go find some real friends

and i will skin anyone alive that gives away my number to strangers like a domino pizza flyers.im dead serious.same goes to my email.heck i dont understand why people anyhow give people my email.no i do not find joy and fun in collecting contacts in my MSN like a stamp collection.

last but my least

IT'S MY FREEDOM OF CHOICE TO CHOOSE NOT TO ENTERTAIN YOU

heck who gave you right to yell in my face just because i refuse to talk to you ? NOBODY !

bloody hell can sue you for harassment wtfries can get restraining order somemore

Camwhore Pictures You Dont Wana See

couldnt remember what i was saying

dumbest and my favourite picture ever taken with my Godin guitar.

i got bored during my days as Jason's secretary and turned him into a nasty cow

was trying to take a picture of my blue contact lens.and ended looking stupid and somewhat cute wtfries

attempting to fry sausages

in Jason's toilet

eating crab

senseless camwhoring with alexis in the toilet

irrelevant picture of the weird eye make up

the front of my size 8 feet

me looking pissed trying to bbq because it's so freaking hot

yes i realize how uncanny is that lady in red's expression HAHAHAHAHA *falls off chair*